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Yaaaa!!!!

I got the limited 2 disc collection of The Wizard Of Oz! I love the movie and now I got a bunch of specials to look at! I told my sister that I will come out sometime and watch it all with her and we can eat popcorn. Man, does that sound like a gay or what?lol.
Kat also got me some great new colonges. I told one of my associates she needs to sniff me tonight. Plus I am debating wearing my superman tie tonight. It might not go with the hoodie, but I really want to wear it. I wish I had it before we went out yesterday, I could have shown it off to everyone. Oh well. There are always shows and just for the hell of it days that I want to dress nice. My bitchy sister in law actually got us a cool picture frame book that says family on it. Guess what that will be used for. Yep, the animals. Mom gave me cool new pillows for the couch. There are four more penguins pillows. They are real soft too, used some last night. My sis got an awesome throw blanket, it is all about sisters on it. Plus the wonderful Bruce dvd from Sarah and Chris. Over all it was a great day. I think everyone was just as happy with the gifts I got them. I know Kat was, although I got accussed of out-doing her. I don't see how, the things she gave me are awesome. I know she loved hers, but you will have to check out her site for them.
Well, it's back to the grind at work. Now things can calm down some and we can get back on track. I miss coming home all dirty and gross. Weird, but I love to know that I have put in a hard night. It is great to be sore on the weekends and not want to do much but snuggle on the couch and watch a movie with Kat. It's never a bad thing.
I hope you all had a great day. E we will be in to see you soon and I am glad you liked your gift. Good thing Kat knew what to get.

CAUTION......The reading of this blog.....

CAUTION..........The reading of this blog may cause bleeding of eyes, severe vomiting, dry heaves, the feeling of dizziness, suicidal thoughts, the feeling to pluck ones eyes out, and any other digusting thing you can think of. Oh, and food poisioning and the need to drink, Lots.
Read at your own risk :)
1. What time did you get up this morning? I awoke at 7:30 to bring my munchkin to school :^)
2. Diamonds or Pearls? Neither; I prefer Platinum
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Shit, I don't go to the cinema! That's for straight first dates and horny teenagers. I do, however, have quite the collection of productions that have grabbed me...
4. What is your favourite TV show? I enjoy reading; television is not stimulating enough, with today's generic definition of entertainment. But I can't sound too snooty now, can I? Okay, okay! I admit it...every now and then, South Park goes damn good with a bong and my bestest dyke bud, Michelle A.K.A. C-Shell LOL
7. Favourite cuisine? Pussy. Oh yeah, Chinese and Italiano.
8. What foods do you dislike? Anything that smells like ass tends to turn me off.
9. What is your favourite crisp flavour? Crisp...hmmmmm...I've never heard crisp used as a describing word. But when I think of the word crisp, I imagine a naked butch with perfect mounds longing for me as she lays anxiously in my bed of crisp white sheets. Or I think of Nestle Crisp, the candy bar. One time, a hott tattooed butch lover and I smeared one another in chocolate, lapping, sucking and devouring one another...Phew! No one mentioned this questionaire would make me horny! Fuck, I need a cigarette...
10. What is your favourite CD at the moment? CD's are dinosaurs, baby! I have an iPod, fully loaded with everything from Damian Rice ( "The Blower's Daughter" is such a bewitching piece of muzik) Ani DeFranco, Melissa Ferrick & Etheridge, Joan Osbourne...Muzik is life's soundtrack.
11. What kind of car do you drive? I live in Maine where we have 7 months of cold and 5 months of Vitamin D, so 4WD is a MUST. I drive an Isuzu Trooper, which has not yet been christened. I am hoping for a beautiful Canadian Butch to someday sit on my face while we are parked under a sky full of stars, with Paula Cole chanting her song, "Feeling Love" or Melissa Ferrick's "Drive."
12. Favourite sandwich? Turkey and swiss on Italian Parmisan, with romane lettuce and black olives.
13. What characteristic do you despise? Lack of ones SELF. If one does not know who one truly is, then it's time to find out!! Without me involved, of course...I am looking for a womyn, not a girl. Damn, I am forward!!
14. Favourite item of clothing? I love my black knee high boots with the 4 inch heels. Especially if that's all I'm wearing!!!
15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would it be? I would like to see the entire planet. But right now I would be satisfied with either Egypt or San Francisco, CA. Lots of hott boi dykes there!!!! Yummy...
16. What colour is your bathroom? Which bathroom?
17. Favourite brand of clothing ? My own designs :)
18. Where would you retire to? The arms of my lover, my RV and hundreds of good books.
19. What was your most memorable birthday? I'd have to say my 21st. Granted, I was with a man then, but he was one hella male. He took me out to the clubs in Boston and we just had a rockin' time! He was the most open guy I've ever met; didn't care that I had a girlfriend (seperate of my affair with him), one who knew WHO he was; a social butterfly, like myself...I hope you fly again someday, Ronnie :^(
20. Favourite sport to watch? LMAO Sports? If it hasn't got to do with sex, I'm out...Although the UFC is decent...
21. Furthest Place you are sending this? London, British Columbia, and Hell.
22. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? Personally, I don't give a flying goat cock. I thought this was supposed to be an informative questionaire about me? I'm the Queen, dammit!!!! LOL Just kidding :>)
23. Person you expect to send it back first? YAWN...I'm bored already. Can you please ask, "What is your favorite way to eat twat?"
24. Goal you have for yourself? To live as animalistically and uncivilized as possible. I am NOT politically incorrect; everyone else is!
25. When is your birthday? September 22, 1978 @ 4:03 a.m. I am on the cusp of Virgo and Libra. I am a neat-freak party girl!! Responsible and fun.
26. When is your Anniversary? NOPE. None of that...I do, however, consider May 4th an anniversery; it's my daughter's birthday...
27. Are you a morning person or a night person? I live two lives; During the week, I am the stable mom and on weekends, I am a wild woman! Unless I have something intriguing enough to tame me...
28. What is your shoe size? 8 1/2
29. Pets: 3 cats, 22 mice, a ball python and bearded dragon. Oh, and my ex pops in now and then!
31. What did you want to be when you were little? A porn star. Oops, did I type that!?
32. How are you today? Awesome! Horny, but great! LOL I need a booty call.

33. What is your favourite candy? Chocolate covered women.

34. What is your favourite flower? Bleeding Hearts.
35 What is a date on the calendar you are looking forward to? I am going to Vegas January 5th-8th to get laid and party at the Adult Film Awards. Yee Haw!!!!!!!!!!!!
36. Where is the furthest you have ever been from home? I had an out of body experience once. It was the farthest I have ever been from my true home :)
37. A small thing you really like? Passion; REAL passion and love...



So this was sent to me by an ex. Again I ask why my niece did not club me on the head, drag my unconcious body to my mom's, tie me to a tree, and leave me until some kind of rational thoughts came into my head. Oh well, it worked out good in the end. I found the love of this life and my next. For that I am extremly grateful to all the backstabbers, liars, cheats, and morons. So Happy Christmas ya Assholes, I found the best present long ago, true love like most never know. Oh yeah, and Merry New Year, your resolution should be to get a life, to my ex's and my wifes.

Ex's..........

So I just got this email from my last ex. Man, what the hell was I thinking. What the hell was SHE thinking sending it to me????? I just got to say for right now, I am glad I am where I am now. My wife is the most wonderful person and the best experience I could have asked for in life. Everyone we know thinks so to. I have to go do something else right now, but will explain more later. Why are the ex's always pyscho and we never know until later?????

christmas

So I went christmas shopping late at night last night. Got most of it done. I spent time today wrapping. About two hours. Have I mentioned I don't wrap well? It is finally done now. The stockings are stuffed with care, St. Nick has already been there. Or St. Cameron, which ever you choose. I am just happy it is done. The store yesterday was so crowded. If I had known it was going to snow today I would have waited to do the shopping. The storm kept everyone out.
So not much else is going on. Just waiting for the holidays to get over. As of the 19th I am at full duty and I told the morning guys to give me 2 weeks, the back room will be empty again. Made their day. They told me about the new changes for the overnights. Not many, and they make sense. Enough of work.
Late night TV sucks. There is never anything interesting on, especially at the holidays. It all is boring stuff. Reruns, bad movies, and even more bad acting. Guess I will go play my game.
Happy Holidays to all, especially those of you who are special to me. Ya know.

So.......Kinda Sorta

I went to the doctors today. Work will be upset with me yet again. I have one more week in the chair. I have to sit for 15 min an hour and lift only 10 pounds for the last 5 hours of my shift. What about the first 5 you ask? FULL DUTY BABY! And the following week I am at full duty totally. So unless something does happen in the next two weeks, I am all good at the end of the next week.
Other than that, it is too early in the morning to really think of what has changed. Oh other than Kat had a rough night. Let's just say people are not only stupid, but naive, inconsiderate, childish, uninformed, uneducated, and insane. Oh and very very boring to try and talk to.
Kat is going to paint, so I need to go get some sleep. Will update later.

Happy Day and then Matrix

I saw the therapist yesterday. I did the same amount of weights and sets. Only on the bike I am getting up to 85-90 rpms. I am really hoping that I can get out of the chair now. Even if it's for 45 mins out of the hour. I got all excited the other morning because I got to help build a coffee display. Pretty sad when you get excited about working at wally world. I guess I really do love my job. I'm a sad case, I know.
So on a different note, Kat got another disturbing note today on her email. Her ex's "friends" are still harassing her. This is the thing I don't get about them. They tell Kat to get over it, yet they are the ones taking the time to email her and bringing it up. They think she needs therapy because she can't let go. If they were not such assholes and let it go themselves so she could put it ALL behind her, there would be no issue. So again it's THEM pushing into HER life, yet she is to blame? She has let go of it all ( I would like to take a little credit for that, but can't. She did it on her own) except the pieces these morons shove in her face on a weekly basis. Oh yeah, and there really is a "Neo" or "Kevin Anderson", or whoever she is this year. It's ok, the year is almost up and there will be a new persona coming soon. I wish she would take up from a Disney movie and become "Tramp".
So Kat needs help when she knows reality from movies, knows how to let bad memories go, and can face the real world without having to be someone else. Wait, did I just discribe most of the world?? That should tell ya something morons. I love movies just as much as the next person. They are not real. Well, unless they say based on a true event. Most of them are someone elses imagination. So this "Neo" is pathetic enough that she can't even use her own mind, she has to use someone elses interpetation of life. Yet it is my wife that needs help??
Can someone please explain this to me?????? Anyone????????

Happy Dance Day

Two great things for today!!! First is therapy. Bright and early at 9 am. Up to now they have been hooking me up to the mini car battery and shooting me with steriods. Sounds like fun, doesn't it? Well today I got a work out. I used the bike machine for about 10 minutes. The rpms averaged about 50 and I went about 2.5 miles. Then it was off to the leg lifts. 2 sets of 10 reps at about 15 pounds. Finally I had a leg press, again 2 sets at 10 reps. Ready for the weight??? At 55 pounds cause 50 was to light. I could have done more, but we did not want to push too much on the first time. I have one more week (two appointments) left, and my therapist said if we need we can do more, but it looks like I should be set. Yaaaaa!!! No more wheelchair soon!!!!
Second great news. I just got back from filing for bankruptcy. No creditors showed! This means that in a month and a half roughly I will have no more debt!!! No more stressing over the house, the credit cards, or anything else! I just have to pay my car off, cause the sweetheart who is selling it to me I would love to get another vechile from, and he has bent over backwards to help me keep the car. So no more stress over my debt and money problems!!! WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
The only bad news is that I am going to back out of the shows this coming weekend. I don't want to push the knee now that it is showing great signs of improvement and I don't need Wal-mart finding out and getting pissy with me. I will still go and support Sean and all the others. Hopefully the wonderful lady friend we have will come too, and my special niece. I get to sit back and enjoy the show, which I don't get to do often, so it's not all that bad either.
That is all for now, hope to be able to post next week about being free from the restaints of the wheels. By the way, I have NOT learned how to do a wheelie yet. Yet......still got a week..........

Home life

So a few nights ago Kat wanted to know how I felt about living here. I got out of it cause I was at work. I figure its time to let her know.
The apartment is great. It is warm all the time, and we don't pay for the heat. We have the extra bedroom if we need it. It is cozy and feels like a home. The downstairs is great for the coats and cats. The pets love running up and down the stairs. The bedroom is bigger, which is great. We have space to move in there now.
However the rest of the place seems small. The living room is tiny, even the bedroom seems bigger. The kitchen is meant for one person, and we still have 3 boxes to unpack and no place to put the stuff really. Overall, it is just a smaller place. I liked the space we had. So I don't know if I really like it or not. I really miss the space to move. Just seems crampt sometimes.