Stone Butch Frankie

Lights shone on your face turned on late at night,
Your seat up high we placed to keep you out of fights.
The laughter outside heard while you laughed inside,
A private joke played on those who are not kind.
The games played at bedtime or during day,
You always won or at least had your say.
Not another like you no matter how hunted shall we find
Although there are plenty around of your kind.
A part of you shall always live in my heart,
I am sorry this life you had to depart.
Tears for you have been wept.






In Memory of Frankie-Bird. Although I picked on having her, I will miss her greatly.

Creative Morning

You may never see the tears I shed
As I fall asleep alone in our bed.
You may never hear my painful pleas
With my head in hands on my knees.
Unhappiness you will not see in my eyes
When next to you I everynight lie.
The truth to you as always will be told
My emotions I struggle to hold.
Yet the one thing I count on in my life
And always recieve is love and understanding from my wife.
Although from you my feelings I hide,
Know that i find comfort with you by my side.

Check these out...they tell alot of truth.

You Are a Boston Creme Donut

You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you.But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft.You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily.You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out.

What Donut Are You?

Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 67%

Your job is a total bummer, and probably the worst job you've ever had.Your co-workers stink. Your boss is a jerk. And your company is probably in trouble.Think about finding a new job quickly, even if it's just a not-so-great transition job.You've got to get out of there as quickly as you can!

Should You Quit Your Job?

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind.You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life.Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling.And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Woo Whooo

So last night I could have killed at work. Not the associates who would have liked to kill as well. They had a great idea on how to cut work time down by 3-5 hours and got told no. First my Assistant Manager last night said it would not work because they have tried it before and it never goes well. Then about an hour or so later, when all the associates want to kill because they are being forced to do the same shit as always, and don't even get the consideration of trying the new idea, the Assistant said they need to talk it over with the others on overnights and to the Co Managers in the day but it would work because she has used the idea before in other stores. Talk about confusing. First I have to tell them no, then I go tell them maybe, then she says yes, just give it a couple days to be discussed out. Fucking make up your mind already and DON'T lie to me. I already can not trust two of the three, now I got the third lying straight to my face and not even relizing it!!
But that is not what really pissed me off. That did not make me want to kill someone. That was minor, even the lying, compared to this. And I have been simmering on this all night. I am surprise I didn't tell Kat first thing this morning to just get it out. My fellow support manager on grocery side complained the whole time I had weekends off that they didn't. When the new schedule change happened, my weekends mysteriously dissappeared, but they got the days I had. When I asked to their face if they wanted to switch days with me so I could have Thurs and Fri and they could have Sun and Mon it was a flat out no. They needed Thurs and Fri for their son and games. Last night they were talking about getting a lawyer because they don't get weekends off but one associate does. This associate had to go through hell to get it too. They know what kind of shit the associate went through. Yet because he gets Fri and Sat off they are pissed. Wants to hire a good lawyer and sue because it is discrimination against us as supports. They want to have Sun off now. That is considered the weekend to them. Sat and Sun. But knowing that we can not have Sat off on grocery they want Sun off. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!! I have complained many times to the upper management that I would have liked to have Fri off to spend time with Kat. I complained that they switched my schedule without asking me even. I know the other support has been KISSING ASS to them and the Comanagers. Now the son of a bitch wants Suns off??????? FUCK THEM!!! Like I said, this has been simmering all night. Damn am I still pissed about it. I tried for months to get Fri or Sat off, kept getting shot down. I swear that if they decide to change my schedule without asking me again so the fucking cry baby gets their way, I will greatly piss off Kat and hand them my badge and walk. I will tell every one of my associates on the way out goodnight and I will miss them, but fuck. This place tends to piss me off too much, I need a new job.

A Day of Tests.....Or I was bored.

You Are Pecan Pie Soda

Sweet, but totally nuts

What Jones Holiday Soda Are You?

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Professor Falcon Your Superpower is Supernatural Your Weakness is Midgets Your Weapon is Your Kinetic Darts Your Mode of Transportation is Catapult

What's your Superhero Name?

Midgets!!! Got me pegged there.

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Gorgeous Executor of Sacrifices. Where You Lived: Quebec. How You Died: Killed in Battle.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

Candy Cigarettes

You're a total badass, but you don't taste very good.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

Again with the candy cigs. I was born to smoke!!

Candy of choice....cigarettes!!!

Halloween Horoscope for Scorpio

Halloween is your favorite holiday for scaring and shocking others.You like to bring out your alternate persona on Halloween - and have the night of your life. Costume suggestions: A freaky monster or prince / princess of darkness. Signature Halloween candy: Candy cigarettes

What's" Your Halloween Horoscope?

Just thought this fit so well with the evil quiz, and it says I should have cigarettes!! Ok, the candy kind, but then I get candy!! Win - win either way!!

Bibles......thoughts????

I just got done researching the bible and the family values it teaches. Now maybe I just wasn't finding the right sites, I did try to find more than two, but from what I did find it would be a sad world if we followed it word for word. Now this is not to discourage those of you who do read and follow God. I have said it once, and will again here, that I am happy for those who follow something that helps them from day to day. My neice, who will read this, knows that I am grateful for something that helps her get through the world when all else fails. From what I just read though, we are all pretty much damned right now. When parents raise kids who turn out perfectly fine in society (like me, my wife, or our friend in a distant state, or even our friend in a close town) can function in society and have no moral problems, who cares if we are lesbians, or have different lifestyles in the bedroom, or even if we wanted to sleep with animals. I mean, if no one asks, and we don't go blurting it out to people, why do they care so much?? Why punish your kid when that is their only "bad" trait. There are bigger and badder sins they could be committing.
I would go into more about what is wrong with our society according to God, but the list is huge. I did find a great site, called Bible Babble that has some insight though. I would encourge some to go look at it. This is one thing that makes me love my niece so much. She has faith in God, but reliezes that the Bible is a guideline, not a strict go by the book faith. She looks at my life and knows how happy I am, and supports me in it. Even though my wife is the same sex.
It just bothers me greatly that there is so many people who think that being gay is wrong. I am not the type to go and spew randomly. I have thought about this alot lately. I did the research. It is not a bad thing. It is a part of being human. Just like having hair and cutting it (which by the way is wrong according to God). So that is my spew for the day. What the fuck are these people thinking when they condemn us to hell when they do so much wrong too? That whole don't judge others unless you judge yourself thing. I may not have been raised on the Bible, but I think I was raise with an open mind and heart. To me that is so much more important.

Me...Evil????

You Are 58% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?

I was hoping to score higher, but I guess my evilness is hidden from even me!!

Quiz time again

So the first one I kinda expected. I did think that the girl side would be lower, but since I met Kat my "femine" side has come out more. Not that she makes me feel like a girl, but with her I don't have to wear the "I'm tough and bad" mask. It is a wonderful feeling.

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Back

So I finally went to the docs today. I made Kat happy. Not only did they tell me that is just a sprain and to rest and take some meds, but she also suggested that I try stuff like yoga to help with "core-strengthing" and I should be back pain free in no time and not have this happen again. So Kat was thrilled to know that I should be doing yoga with her. I will turn it into a competative sport, which she didn't want, but it will make it more fun for me. The doc also said that I should see a chriopractor too. That is something I will have to talk to Kat more about before I go to see one.
I am happy to know that is was nothing serious at least. As much as I do hate going to docs, this one paid off for me. Not that expensive of a visit, I get meds, and I get to stay out of work for a night or two. Spent some time with Kat. We watched part of the new Harry Potter movie while she did work on the computer. Then we got to sleep together. I love to be here to hold her when we fall asleep. The cats just are not the same when they snuggle with me in the mornings when I come home from work.
Until later, I guess that is pretty much it. Oh, and to our dear friend that I was disappointed in, I can't say I feel bad for your "friend", but I do feel for you and the emotions you had when you found out. We will be here and I will stop in soon to give you a hug.

Love the kitty

I thought that Kat was kidding when she said that she has never seen a cat so attached to its owner. I know that the two I have love me, they sleep with me or are usually in the same room as me, but they are so spoiled. Last night I went out on the porch to smoke (Sorry Kat) because my back hurts and I wanted to take a break from the chair. Not only did I notice that my care dome light was on (Good thing too, hopefully there won't be a dead battery) but I noticed that Matrix was pawing at the door handle from the desk. He was crying because he could not see me. Koda was on the floor by the door meowing too. She could see me however and was not as loud or addiment about getting the door open. So I guess I really do have cats that are stuck on me. Nice to be that loved by pets.

owie owie ow

It sucks that I can not afford to go to a doctor. Don't get me wrong, I hate them and actually am happy I can't go, but when I need to I would like to know that I could. My back is still hurting. It is at the point now that getting off the couch tonight brought tears to my eyes. Then I spent ten minutes with Kat figuring out if I could go. There is just no way. If I go to the hospital, it will cost too much and we don't have the money for it. If I have to stay out of work, cause I would have to be at 100% to go back, we can not afford that either. I could make an appointment for the doctor, but we don't know how long it will take to get in, and I have to work the next 5 days anyway. So I will be at work for 5 long nights, going owie owie ow. It's not right when working people cannot afford to get better to work more. Story of everyone, I know.