owie owie ow

It sucks that I can not afford to go to a doctor. Don't get me wrong, I hate them and actually am happy I can't go, but when I need to I would like to know that I could. My back is still hurting. It is at the point now that getting off the couch tonight brought tears to my eyes. Then I spent ten minutes with Kat figuring out if I could go. There is just no way. If I go to the hospital, it will cost too much and we don't have the money for it. If I have to stay out of work, cause I would have to be at 100% to go back, we can not afford that either. I could make an appointment for the doctor, but we don't know how long it will take to get in, and I have to work the next 5 days anyway. So I will be at work for 5 long nights, going owie owie ow. It's not right when working people cannot afford to get better to work more. Story of everyone, I know.