Wednesday, November 16, 2005

I love my wife

Yes, I love my wife very much. So much in fact, that I stay at my job, keep my mouth pretty much shut( When I have to) , and keep out of trouble. I found out yesterday morning when I called to see why I have not gotten into therapy yet, that it is because Fran is disputing the claim. So I will be in a wheelchair and on light duty for the next month, going INSANE with boredom. My managers are going crazy cause I am not "really much of a support manager. No offense." Yeah, none taken....Not. To top things off, I get told last night that because I was 1 min late to punch out on break-because I was helping associates- that I will get a coaching unless I get written statements. This is the gun down and get her to quit week at walmart. So anyone reading this that does not like me, come to work and let me know what I have done, I might walk out the door. Other people have handed their badges over , walked out, and come back to work the next day. I want my turn.
I love my wife. I can't quit. I can't get in trouble. I can't get out of my wheelchair except for 10 mins every hour, and I have stuck to that. Just in case they check the tapes. I can't lift over 5 pounds while out of the chair. Stuck to that too. I have made an appointment to talk to the other comanager, the store manager, and the district manager in one day. To basically vent to them before I do walk out the door, burning my badge in the process. Why do I go through all this shit from one woman? Why do I let Fran get away with bothering my work life, my personal life, and my health? I want my wife to go to college. I want her to find a job that makes her happy. I want to be able to provide that for her, and a hell of alot more. She deserves so much. For her past, for her future, and especially for her present. I love her. So much right now, it is hurting me. But I would not give up the pain for anything in the world. I will suffer for another month or more if need be for her, for what she deserves in this life. Unless anything in the world is Fran losing her job.......kidding Kat.

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